Things have been hard for me lately . . . and I’ve been complaining about them a lot and doing not much of anything else. I collapse here and there, wonder what life would be like if things weren’t how they are now, and pity myself some more. But what in the great name of the flying spaghetti monster is that doing for me?! No matter how much I complain and pity myself for all the things that aren’t as I think they should be none of it is ever going to change if I spend my life sprawled out in the gutter.

So despite physical pain and ailments and various mental hang ups I know I have to move foreword. It’s easy to get stuck in a cycle of depression and spite but I can’t let it consume all my energy. From now on I’m going to try my hardest to overcome my raging torrent of problems and self-defeating qualities. I’m going to do my damnedest to make up all my lost time as well and make myself as good an artist as I can be. Maybe it’ll all be for nothing but I still want to try because I can always hope something will come of it.

So now the cogs are turning again and even though my gears are grinding at least they are working. I would like to thank for everything she does for me. XP She probably doesn’t realize it but she does have a huge influence over me and I respect her as an artist and value her as a friend. She also doesn’t let me pity myself so kudos to her XD. I would also like to thank for being there for me and giving my excellent advice and reassurance on everything. Both of them are excellent people and I couldn’t ask for better mentors, not to mention they are great artists so you should check out their pages if you get a chance.

Anyways here to a new beginning and hopefully a good start on the rest of my life. You can all expect to see an increase in my activity here since I plan to start drawing everyday and hopefully start working on my own projects as well. So I wish you all the best and hope you won’t be disappointed in me.